The Birth of The Ego of Our Son

By Ian Dixon

Since 2003 I have been experiencing life transformation experiences –prompted by... doctors telling me I had ‘terminal’ cancer with just 3 months of quality time left to live! I survived against impossible odds – my life has changed beyond recognition – my life experience has changed also – so very very much for the better. And, as a result of this work and mainly the sharing of The Journey – I discovered that I was able to
facilitate remarkable healing and life transformation – and in doing so, again and again I experienced great inner joy and love. 

I am a Journey Practitioner who is also a father. Over the years I have often found that all the therapies I have learned still are not reaching issues which seem pre-cognitive in timing i.e. issues arising from experiences before the age of two. After my son's birth I wrote this essay -I share it simply because I feel it is important for mothers to really be empowered at the time of Birth.

I believe that those first few hours and days are so important - they set the scene for the entire life of the new Being - how external factors are to be experienced. it is so very important, I feel, not just for individuals but also for humanity

Personal notes 15th August:

Today, without awareness the event was about to happen, I witnessed the birth of the ego of 7 day old Raphael!♥ from a place of love, and to conform to CZ regulations, we took him to the doctor for the initial check-up. We knew that she would required a blood sample - surely just a prick from his heel? ♥ what I witnessed was systematic physical abuse of a 7 day old baby by a medically qualified ...doctor - who appears to know little of trauma and considers a 7 day old baby as 'just another baby' ... Presumably without 'awareness' and without feelings? I feel sickened by the event - yes just one prick on the heel, but very prolonged systematic painful squeezing of the heel of a baby gradually becoming more and more alarmed and screaming - first 3 drops on a pad, then there was not enough so another three on that pad, then a second pad requiring 4 drops -then not enough so more squeezing of a screaming scared fragile tiny helpless being!!! And then there was not enough again and she wanted more squeezing of this fragile heal. 'Enough' - STOP - only then she stopped. ♥ why? Just in case he has a genetically inherited food intolerance? Is he healthy and eating well? Yes. Is there food intolerance in his ancestors? No. ♥ so why does the state require such genetic information? Why does it cause trauma to 7 day old babies? ♥ today I witnessed the birth of Raphael's ego. I wondered when and how it would happen?♥ I have witnessed, as a therapist, adults in their forties still traumatised and affected by simple childhood disempowerments in the name of medicine. These events do count - they do disempower - the infant is aware - the infant does have feelings. In the name of medicine - today what I witnessed was state abuse (torture?) of a helpless baby, a systematic disempowerment. A tragedy!♥ years ago I became aware after the event, doctors had decided to stitch up my daughter's chin - after a bad fall - without any sedation! When i heard I could hardly believe doctors would participate in such cruelty? ♥ birth of the ego is unavoidable I feel. What one can do is clear the trauma at an early age so the child becomes re-empowered. The work of the 'Journey for kids' is beautiful. Already Katerina and I have agreed Raphael will experience this at a young age. Maybe today has little impact on him? Maybe not? Awareness of reality, in all its colours is imperative for healthy survival. ♥ as a parent - from now on - I will be very aware of the lack of awareness of doctors and the medical professions. This will not happen again under my watch. ♥ meanwhile - all signs are Raphael is fine, healthy, happy and hungry. His mother is awesome in her love and caring. He is so very very lucky. ♥

Ian facilitates life transformations by helping clients discover and release suppressed emotions - that later surface in all sorts of ways - problems at work, difficulty finding a partner, marriage issues, anger, sexual, phobias, social difficulties, lack of self worth, frustration - finding inspiration and energy, many health issues. He is on Row 6 Spiritual Health Page on our Practitioners' List